weird.

i've been thinking of compiling a list of songs that just make me happy or make me feel, i don't know what, just, that actually. they make me FEEL something.
plain white t's - hey there delilah
bob dylan - leopard skin pillbox hat
placebo - every you every me
nine inch nails - and all that could have been
sherwood - middle of the night
depeche mode - (geez, pretty much almost any song of theirs haha)
list is not completed but these are a few of them.


so lastnight i dreamnt i was having dinner and to my left was kara, a very close friend of mine who is getting married.
i haven't seen her for since october of last year, since i moved to stockton i've only been back to fresno once.
in the dream there was someone else there a musician friend of a friend and he was giving me dirty looks.
i said something like "i like this song, i think it's great you can hear the influence of who they admire."
and he stood up from the table and walked off and sat down at his computer.
some time passes and i walk over towards him and he says "i hate you. i can't believe you want them to not have their own sound. isn't that what music is about? having your own sound? being you and someone you're not?"

and then we were playing with a kitten and i woke up.

so weird.
even weirder?
a few minutes ago there was a stray kitty in my backyard :(

even weirder than that?

music follows a cycle.
it's like life, history does repeat itself, therefore causing music to repeat fundemental elements.
live with it!

Photos I shot of Sound The Alarm and Sherwood: